Thursday, January 17, 2013

Trusting her Insecuritites pt.1

She likes him, she likes him a lot. The bond they share is something she has never experienced. Now she's scared, scared to love, scared of the heartbreak. She has seen this before, she's been in love and lost the very person she loved. But he's different and she knows it, she doesn't trust men from past experiences but it's something about this guy. But she knows better, he's just the same as the rest of them. He's no different, she's just vulnerable. Just the thought of finding someone different that makes her happy made her hopeful. But who is she fooling, all men are the same he's just running game it's no way she should like him. She knows it's something wrong with him, she's been through enough to know that. Why does he text her good morning everyday telling her how beautiful she is? Why does he care when she's hurt? Why does he feel hurt when she feels hurt? Why does he even care? These questions plague her mind, she knows nothing good can come from this. It feels too right, so it has to be wrong. She becomes doubtful, she starts to pick through everything he does to find something. She finds it. In her head she found it, in reality it's nothing. Her insecurities led her to believe he's not the one. Her heart says different. But her heart has been wrong before. She has reached the point of no return, she can't handle it. He's too nice. He's too caring, he treats her too good. She can't take it, she panics. Now she feels like they should just be friends...

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