Letter X

I think about you daily, it's drives me crazy. I don't want to steer myself wrong on this road, that leads nowhere. My gps says I'm going in the right direction, but the road is stranded. But I have faith you'll be at the end of the road. I just wish you had faith in me like I have faith in you. Everyone says have patience zoo, but that's a little to late to do. Bc my clumsy ass already fell, my heart is where you dwell. And I just can't get over you. Maybe I'm crazy, but you understand me. Or maybe I'm just so far gone I can't see the obvious. Possibly. But either way you've done a lot for me, somehow you got to me. And made my heart your property. Honestly. And it kills me to admit it, but you really have me tripping. I make mistakes, but I'm human. Maybe more than others, that's results of being emotionally attached. I just wanna get back. To you would be nice, or even over you back to where I was at. I didn't choose love, love chose me. The more I fight it the more I love. But I guess that's something your not to familiar with. Yet I still feel you're worth  building with. I hate that I love you, but that's life. Sometimes you look like the enemy, the next min my wife. But fuck all this shit, I'll be fine. Even if I can't make you mine, you'll stay on my mind. Bc pus*y isn't hard to get, but love. Love is hard to find.  But fuck you, I love you.